My ex still loves me..but I tried more than once to love him back.
But it doesnt seem to come back..
I still do care about him tho… alot.
And I hate hurting him..
But I am grateful that he has been there alot for me..
Regardless how mad he gets me at times..
Thank you for everything..
God..I I really feel like fool. I trying to convince myselfvOver and over that you will never love me..
Why can not I just you go?
you clearly told me so..
I know now..that you like a guy. Which hurts even more that you like a girl..
Heh.. im such a fool.
But even if you did like a girl it…
Sometimes I have to remind myself that you DO think about me, but maybe not the way i want to…
I listen to your voicemails, and look at your pictures we have together. But somehow i know i matter, since i know you still got that one pic of us in tumblr..
Even though we do not talk as much as…